sarah!!little menace on the loose!!! - part 2

watch these 2 vids taken last nite @ 12.30pm after so called "celebrating sarah's 1st birthday"......nasib baik abah's wrist watch is EXTREME-shock and EXTREME-slam resistant....

sarah's 1st birthday - 15.06.2009

last nite was my daughter's 1st birthday...alhamdulillah...bought her choc moist cake from secret receipe........coz this is her 1st birthday, so even when i put candle on top, she was like look at me with her confused face...dunno what to do with the lighten candle even i gave her instruction and show example of how to blow out the candle....what she did, she eventually grab the fire with her hand...now she knows how hot it is....huhuhhuuhu....

sarah's 1st cake

she don't like the cake, so she plays with it...habis lantai nk kena mop.....

main-main dengan kek

finally........

After a week i sent Sarah to nursery (million thanx to mama-miya for recommended me the nursery), i have been able to give Sarah bottled FM...coz from what i have been told if the baby is BF and reluctant to drink from bottle, mom have difficulties in giving the bottled FM to the baby....it is much more easier if other person than the mom give the FM to her/he....

But Alhamdulillah, now she is able to drink FM from bottle even when i gave her....a good thing sending her to nursery...the very 1st time i gave her, she only drinks 2oz out of 5oz...but that is a progress, isn't it???the 2nd time also the same.....

yesterday's picture: the 1st picture taken when i 1st gave her FM

and today she manage to drinks 5oz in 1 shot...i was so happy with the progress.....hooray to Sarah!!!!

today's picture: enjoying FM on abah's lap while watching TV IQ

Tomorrow is Sarah's 1st birthday....and also the day she's going to get a jab...

sarah - little menace on the loose!!!! - part 1

last night i was watching my all-time fav TV show, CSI then suddenly came this little menace clinging to my legs and starts biting my arm and hand....i was clueless of why she was so angry, tak tahu apa yg dia geram towards me (maybe coz i send her to the nursery, i guess) ......i was screaming in pain....when i made a fake cry to get her attention, she just smiles back to my showing her 4 growing little teeth!!!naughty and cheeky.....i attached photos to show you guys how Sarah can be very naughty....

this was taken during the 1st few minutes after she bites me



this was taken 2 hours after been bitten

issues i have to deal with at this very moment

hi to all....it's being a while since my last post...i was battling myself with issues that have been havouring my mind since last two months...

1st issue:-

last 18th April was my last day @ the company that i have been working with for the past 3 years..i was in the conflict of "should i really leave the company which i dearly love?"...coz for your info that company i.e the M.D gave me green light to bring my daughter, my beloved daughter to work (coz i'm the kind of person who don't trust others except my family to take care of Sarah and plus having all the bad news of what happened to child left @ nurseries nowaddays)and even set the very next room to him as my nursing room for my daughter...i was thinking of not to resign, but 1 issue that make me felt like i didn't receive a respect from my M.D coz 1 week before my last day, the M.D approved to change the lockpad @ the office without telling me...if you are in my shoes, how would you feel?it seems like the company really want to ditch me away...i waited until my last day and left without securing another job in my hand...pretty risky isn't it??

2nd issue:-

just a few weeks before my last day i was called by this 1st board listed company for an interview...last year my friend who works there recommend me to work there....i was supposed to call back the company after my confinement last year, but i was so in love with the company that i worked previously, so i just kept quiet about it...but after waht happened to me @ my previous company, i've decided to call them...i went there for an unofficial chat with one of the managers and he asked me quite a few things like why i want to leave my current company and other things...a week after the chat i got a called from that company and asked me to came for the interview and i did....the interview went well and a week later i got the news that i'm going to be employed by them...but the problem is the appointment letter took a long time and meaning by long time is that i have to wait until the letter came out then only i can join the company...so i was unemployed for almost 1 month and that gave me more time to spend with my daughter and doing other stuff that i haven't got a chance when i was employed...

3rd issue:-

after being unemployed for 1 month and have all the time in the world to spend and take care of my daughter, i joined this new company...now i'm with the company for 2 weeks already and i can feel the conflict inside me that i don't want to work anymore...i want to be with my daughter, taking care of her, cook for her and give her the best that i can give....i'm now in the cross roads whether should i or should i not become a full time mom...i also have a business to run with my sisters...at least i can be my own bos and have flexible time to run the business...and that can can make me have all the time in the world for Sarah...as when i joined this company, i made the most cruel, unimaginable and unforgiven decision when i have to send Sarah back to my hometown to be taking care by my family...i was so broken hearted when i wave her goodbye @ KLIA....i cried my heart out in the car all the way from KLIA to my house....i was on the verge of not letting her go that nite, but i have no choice....of course the new company won't allow me to take Sarah to work, and i have to find nursery for her...but as i told previously, i'm not relly keen on searching the nursery for her as i am not confident enough of how the staff @ the nursery would treat her...does they take care of her like i takes care of her since he was born??she's with my family for 2 weeks now...and i'm gonna get her back this weekend....i already found a nursery for her....hope she can get along with all kids there and hope that the staff there takes good care of her....berserah pada Allah....

the verdict:-

for those who knows me or those who read this blog, feel free to leave a constructive comment whether or not i leave the job that i have now and be a full time mom to Sarah and in the meantime running my business or should i continue working and send Sarah to the nursery to takes care of her while i'm working?????????is anyone out there have this kind of conflict that i have now???i'm sure there are...as for me, there are pros and cons of having this kind of thought....please, leave a comment....i really in need of advice here.....

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P.O.E.M (Only Getting Worse BY Bassel Samman)

Everyday is a bit worse than the day before
Yet people can surely talk but nothing more
They only pass judgment on others mistakes
Blame all problems on leaders taking stakes

They choose not to change during hardship
guarding standards of living on a sinking ship
Wanting a piece of the pie as the pie does rot
Throw in nothing and still want to lick the pot

my worst nightmare is haunting me....again

i do have migraine problem back in high school....when migraine struck, it's bad...i have to take ponstant to ease the pain....sometimes it struck me for 2-3 days.... i have to be in bed and sleeps after taking the med....

when i was pregnant, it seems migraine went gone....alhamdulillah...for 36 months i've been carrying Sarah in my belly, not a day i have to endure the migraine......

but nowadays, and to be exact, for the past 2 months, it comes and haunt me again.....the pain is unbearable.....the worst thing that i have to do is i have wommit all the food that i have eaten....baru rasa lega..normally it struck when i had my breakfirst late in noon....

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Migraine

kasut idaman

b4 married hari tu, kononnya nak search for shoes yang cantik for my wedding day.....here's a few contoh kasut yang berkenan di hati...semua nak kena beli online....

last-last beli kasut kat shopping mall....kasut tu pun ntah mana i simpan....hehehehe

bebelan sarah

dengarkan bebelan sarah masa on the way balik from office....taken on 30/1/2009......